  i just wanted to post beofre i went to bed. we got back from foster around 12.30. me and eleanor didn't break, i guess i wasn't expecting it too much. ok fine, i was but i surprisingly dont care. i feel satisfied....all my rounds were good debates, i did what i had to do. get into the groove.....deer park shall be better. but remind me to start forcing eleanor into practice rounds and to make her sleep more.
she was pretty out of it today....poor thing they had fraps at a debate tourney. WOW i just finished a really sketchy EPA DA and emailed it to rach. yep, i dnno why i do this even though i didnt break. poor rach...he's so awesome and i really know he needs this. i had the freakiest convo with the senior LDers on the bus on the way back......they are all more disturbing and cool than i ever thought. at least THEY respect me.
apparently even henry and daniel do despite a facade of distaste. they were teling rach about me and eleanor at deer park. i'm tired. and cranky. and hungry. and pretty dirty.....oohhh rob's trail mix!
i'm incoherent too............thank God for weekends.............. i think t's a good thing i didn't break. haha...funny things at foster today: - meena was dressed like a stalker. well, she WAS one. doing reconnaiscance missions for rach. - aww.......more ppl called me and eleanor seniors today. apparently we seem "educated".
- stubbs got the whole bus to stop at eleanor's house. sweet of him (everyone was like WOW he did that for u and he's not even mad? ), but embrassing for her. - i finally learned how to answer K's w/o framework debate. SWEET...stupid shaft - i ran PFCM as a major arg today. it was fun.......but i sorta had no idea what i was doing.
josh, talk to me about that one. - i actually spread analytics today. oh SHIT - once again, we lost to 3 K's. - Topicality Increase - Def. Increase means to increase in love violation - the aff doesn't do the plan out of love for nature, therefore they aren't topical. we had this run against us.
it was fun. i quoted finding nemo. and then i scared myself by degrading the nature of love. oh well, i won the arg. can u believe we lost the round? stupid eco fem - stubbs sort of...yah.
we hit aquaculture. we didnt have files. stubbs had the files and idn't xerox them. nice move. - kevin got tall, his voice got deeper. wow, he's really hot now.
he asked to me play cards; i felt honored cuz i thought he was ignoring me. all for now. oh god i'm tired. ruishi put "bellaire's favorite things" on his xanga. but he thought i ws the author. haha.
he's so funny. as all lders are. -_- 
