  summer's dismality has set in. i think it's really similar to the atrophy of winter break cept now i'm too unfocused to not notice. possible solutions? - work on debate (assignemtsn are due this sat after all) - eat (we all know i need to tr harder) - start practicing clarinet again - piano once more? (NOO!!! torture for everyone's ears, plus angry frustration turned homicidal rampage for me) - sit on the couch and watch more movies (ugh) - try to get into the zoo (and redeem my black sheep status) - get out more and try to have a life outside of eleanor and josh.
(how so when nobody else either goes to rice all week or cant get out either) hmm........oh well. events for today............ i got up today at 11 (woohoo! somebody called me at 10.30 but my mom didn't know who. damn i should have gotten off my lazy ass). decided to do a little self-indulgence with the soccer mom/eating thing. i made myself - chocolate smoothie - scrambled eggs (4) - pancakes ( 8) - toast (2 slices) - instant sausage (2) of course, i got all the condiments: ketchup for the eggs, butter for the toast and pancakes, jelly for toast, sat down to eat and watch LOTR once more......and then i just lost it.
its half an hour later. eggs are eaten, half a slice of toast is gone, while the beautiful pancakes and sausage are just sitting there......getting cold.......i should take a picture. like in the filter song. actually stuff i make never turns out this good so i really ought to. but anyway, point is, i got sick of eating, i got bored of the movie after watching boromir try to exploit frodo in a desperate rage, and now i'm online. reading debate yahoo group emails like a pathetic loser.
and i can't even go out cuz its raining madly, the sky looks horrible, and i have tons of other stuff i should be doing. *sigh* plans for today - call salem ASAP. no wait, better yet, email him. call tomorrow....??? or next week. procrastination pattie strikes once more.
- practice clarinet. i might as well indulge myself. - do a little debate work. thank goodness rach sent us another way to get into lexis. sorry josh, you just have a little more integrity than i do. but that's a good thing.
;-) wow my life is boring. grrrrr. maybe i should go take a rain jog. haha my parents would absolutely love that. i need to find my poncho...........the rains getting loud. spec-fucking-tacular.
i'm so bored. sorry about ur allergies, yue. it sucks to ahve the sniffles.......ewwww. computer paper. now THAT sucks. what are u on again?
allegra? nice change of colors, but isn't he garish orange clashing with the baby blue? lol it's ok. how did u do it? maybe we can fix it so that it has a tangible theme. eek....one more month. sorry.......but i've heard that same story before.
*sigh* maybe we can get our braces off together.........in 3 months. hahaha. u know what i'm going to do? put on some angry music to drown out the rain noise (it's not happy rain noise like usual, it's angry rain noise and i think my computer is getting equally as pissed at me.........illegal ops up the schizza), and work madly on debate. WOOHOO!!!!! i miss calamity jane.
:-( how's HP5 going? love ya lots................... ms. zhou 
