  oh begeezus. parents. *shakes head* well, asian parents anyway....not even jewish parents can compare to them. i was talking to eleanor today, and apparently carly ( u know, from the zoo) is really out there sometimes. poor thing. she needs the loving care of an asian friends.......lol look how nicely eleanor turned out. dont worry about your parents. my parents say the same things. *gasp* they think i'm too immatuer to keep friends?
lol well i've heard that too, along with "friends at this age are useless, you will just lose them before they get to do anything for you but they will use you [hypocrisy mania here]" and "it's not that i am not allowing you to date, i just think that at this age you are too busy and you are going to get distracted and your grades will fall and you will screw up just like at pearland. " salt in the wound all the way......but hopefully we can provide each other with a little water to rinse it out. why the symbolism today? i have no idea. my day was actually rather dismal. i got up early, went to Uh with eleanor. we got all excited and went to lunch early with a bunch of uncut evidence to work while eating. well.......we had an early lunch (i got a LARGE chili and it nearly killed me, her large frosty nearly killed her as well. why is there no meds. at wendy's? ), and then teh scientist came on and we got all "awww" so we were just like holding each other on the couch watching it.
yes yes yes......beacoup de strange looks. well, qu'est-ce que je peux dire? lol. you know we'd do the same thing....i'm sure josh is saying right now "what freshmen" and shaking his head. lol. but anyhows we get back and basically no more work get done because depression, anxiety, and panic attacks set in. after independent reviews by josh, avinash, mr stubbs AND rach, the sad truth is that me and eleanor's evidence is pretty shitty. yes yes, most of them tried to spare our sensitive feelings and they dress it up but u know we're not stupid.
at least rach was really nice about it though and he was all "well it's good stuff u just need to get deeper in the arg" and he kept smiling and those blue eyes kept twinkling with suppressed frustration and laughter and then when he left he offered to look for a few cards for us. wow, what an awesome coach. HE ROCKS!!!! lol i heard that he pulled a knife on shaft at a gas station. that i highly doubt as a) mr rach rocks and b) this story was told by shaft, but either way he deserved/deserves it.
the next time i see him i think i'll "spill" hot coffee in his crotch. so anyhows, josh leaves and i leave with him, he is doing some stuff with his dad so i go home. still depressed, bc now i've got stuff to do but not in a cool setting so i am all "i'll just go burn a cd". well......since compiling from multiple cd's was harder than i thought (but thank goodness i have a decent burner the stories i hear from eleanor's and jason's burner's were really disturbing), it took like an hour and a half. well of course, there is incompetence on my part as well, as always, so lol.....but anyway......in the end it turned out. it's pretty good too, cept i got pissed off cuz one of the best songs in the world wouldn't burn (anti-piracy software?
) and i couldn't put it on there, and i had to substitute it for a less good song. anyway, so yah just in case anyone wants to know what is the best song in the world by the cheapest most bloated recording label ever is...it's "angel" by sarah mclachlan. i demand all of you...DL it now!!! not much else has happened. blogging, on aim, email. oh, i changed my signature and stationary.
the stationary is now permanently "clear day" and my signature is basically a pretty naggy message telling you guys to all be happy.
lol.
geez............u know what, i think i am really into that soccer mom thing. i was reading ur thing about u starving in college, but u konw what? u wont starve! i'll cook for u. i know u think i'm pretty incompetent at it, but really i think i'm starting to get it.....*cough* cough* but i still dont know anything so *cough* what i'd like for my birthday are *cough* cookbooks.
lol.
and sure, that "growing up chinese" book by iris chang cant hurt but watch it be the joy luck club all over........lol. but at least u wont be hungry in the mornings.........i hear my pancakes are lovely. :-) but my parents have to stop cheaping out and buying margarine. it didn't go so well.....or i guess they could just buy me a gallon of whipping cream and i could "shake, shake, shake ..... shake shake shake......shake my BUTTER".
lol.
anyway.......yah since i'm bored and this is always a fun topic, ill talk more about our psycho parents. your parents are really really cool in one respect: they are predictable. the stability....man i love it. haha maybe that's why i crave it, cuz my parents never gave me any, and bc i have none to offer anyone else.
lol.
well...i guess that goes back to the soccer mom thing. i just realized, i have been talking in circular tangents thoughout this whole post........................lol. but yah, they are predictably....uber conservative. dont worry, my parents are racists too (plus whatever not liking jewish ppl is). but haha they ARE oblivious. i still dont get what you mean by that "i think your mom suspects" thing.
how could she? lol she prolly just thinks i am getting too much into debate and eleanor. as for debaet, well i've heard that lecture before (it's taking over ur life! ), and the eleanor lecture too (she's too crazy; she'll take over ur life! ) but good thing she would not suspect the lesbian thing. haha, if i really was eleanor's girlfriend there'd be no diff in my habits so oh well.
lol.
woh, that came out wrong.
lol.
well u know what i mean. tell rags to call me dammit...i'm not mad at him and he SUCKS for thinking that. kristy says liang has accepted josh? the total flipside worries me. and makes me think she's still being weird.
*sigh* well it is sort of my fault for not calling. i will i will.....but geez i get home so late, i spend so long online......and then it's too late to call. sheesh. now i'm just tired. my neck is aching................. someone remind me to download all those songs, strongbad videos, the scientist video, the windows media update, and i guess it wouldn't hurt to try and delete my old blog. *shudder* those days absolutely scare me. haha i am going to reread them and get really freaked out. see, i told u a blog was a good idea........ well that's all for now. ani ohevet otach! jane 
