  not that i blame either of them but two men in my life are making it considerably more difficult. rags is accusing me of wasting my time, and that's the reason i dont get stuff done every night, and thats the reason i'm tired. therefore, i should stay in marching band just to make it into wind ensemble to prove something to myself, despite its killing me. my dad is now going off on a tangent about how my innate irresponsiblity led to someone breaking into my band locker. rolls eyes....... josh where are you? chris has said something to indicaton that u broke the news to ur mom.... 
