  yah so life SUCKS like amother. and really, i have warrants for complaining this time because i am now DEFINITELY quitting band. the chem test was alright. either josh and everyone else lies, or she really does think we're stupid and dumbed it down. noMOREflab: oh jane? noMOREflab: what was up with you today noMOREflab: you were totally different noMOREflab: that was totally fake noMOREflab: and most people thought that wasn't even happy noMOREflab: i thought it wsa the caffeine pills as did yue ^my day in a nutshell. maybe my facade has quit working........ noMOREflab: do you still like josh ScHIzOgiRrL: what do u mean? noMOREflab: like what to still be with him noMOREflab: cuz i don't see that noMOREflab: I see you guys as kinda friends noMOREflab: like when you talk to josh noMOREflab: it seems less interested as when you talk to me ^ there goes my stability.
so anyway.....band SUCKS like amother. the leadership wont let us have any fun, we work our asses off for NOTHING, and we have a major theft problem in the back room. damn it, they took my TPP stuff. so i'm quitting band.......it's just not worth it anymore, even if it is just to feed my ego. i have to find something fine artsy to take in the spring now......i dont want to take dance or it will majorly screw with my schedule. let me think...PE in the fall, and i dunno what in the spring.....see that's the only problem now. i'll talk to someone about it. as i will all this other shit. someone please please please shoot me. jane 
