  geez...u sound depressed. and i promise i'm not just another dumb chick making an obvious statement. solution? fucking QUIT DEBATE. ok ok...maybe not that drastic. it's very unlike what debate has taught us. actually it's not, what with henry's fucking himself and stuff. i've been saying that a lot. not to be weird, but since i did just get out of a car with eric and noah in it, here's a funny saying: Procrastination is a lot like masturbating.
It's great at first, until you realize you're fucking yourself. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- anyway...... so i just got back from an AC get-together that i'd been dreading. right? those of you who know "that jane" well enough, it was all like "oh GOSH....why the hell am i in this stupid organization...please acadec, come and save me from these people! " and now i realize, it's just josh. no matter how immature this sounds and anti-helpful to the whole "let's reconcile by nationals" thing, i gotta say it. it really is just josh. HE's what we hate about AC. uptight, obsessed with the show, overreacting, whiny, and self-centered. i mean, i know they all hate debate, but COME ON.......eric's very cool about it. so we went to fu's garden. i hate chinese food. i loaded up on iced tea and sugar. the real stuff. tim and larissa may succumb to the saccarhine (sp?!
) of sweet n low, but no cancer for me. around the table, it was larissa, tiffany, nick, noah, eric, paul, (space to be filled with forrest - yes THAT forrest), (space to be filled with vinnie aka che), and tim. the eating was pretty ..... fast. but before we met up, tim was there early, and then i came, and then eric and paul and larissa and tiff and w/e....but when they came...there was this weird thing with sexist handshaking.
paul was a sport and gave me a hug. noah just HAD to be like that and shake tim's hand first. paul drives like a maniac. 70 is not a good thing to do in houston. OMG....he lived on the outskirts of baltimore as well. reisterville or something. i'll look it up soon. just another thing to make the whole thing freaky. plays clarinet, took french, bday is june 6th. *shudder* but nice conversationalist. so then we went bowling......i thought we ewre going to palace, but apparently there's a ghetto-ass bowling alley named dynasty lanes or something weird like that.
next to celebration station....man it was all smoky, but they had this thing called "cosmic bowl" where they turned the lights off and put on colorful strobes and disco balls and played clubby music. i sucked at first, but i guess by the end i almost kicked andrews ass. granny bowls got me started, but soon it was just 1) gutter and then 2) dead center for a spare, or almost a spare. if you get a neon colored pin in the center, and u get a strike, u get a free game ticket thingy. none for me of course. i played with larissa nad tiff, and tim and andrew. all of whoma re better than me.
the rest of them palyed int he lane next to us, and thomas (looking like tom cruise in the last samurai with his hair) and angie came to say hi. the air was really smoky and stuff, and when i kept screaming stuff...yah so now i'm really tired, and my hair smells like mr rach. man..i'm happy. screw debate. i'll work on it...but avinash really sucks, the rest of them are self-absorbed in a really messed up way (arguing about advs on aim?
for no reason? sorry swaff, ur cool when u dont try), and the freshmen are just overly confident and obsessed. oh yah, we saw mr johnson (yes, DJ) at fu's. paul and noah (former debat.e...semi-buffs): hey, we just wanted to say hi DJ: well its a good thing you did. [all leave] heehee. join AC. sure, all that you hate (exclusiveness, overly dry wit, etc etc) may exist in them but it's sure as hell better than debate.
and really....it's not so bad. the old ppl are rather cool. class of '03 especially. alright, gotta pull an all-nighter to finish world history and chem so i can go to the zoo tomorrow with eleanor so she doesn't freak when i tell her i HAVE to miss stratford. A team...wow. burning the midnight oil baybe. hooray for SAT 2's. auxiliaries? yes, constructions are fun but let's not go overboard, especially too late at night. 
