  Well, I could cycle the same story again, but no bother. Back in town, back to work, back to the daily stuff that needs to be dealt with. Class was good, although my ass is still too f'in timid. Once people got warmed up, transitions were pretty nice, and some of those scenes were hysterical.
I like the Armando a bit more than the Harold currently, the looser structure makes you not worry so much about what needs to be done, much more in the moment. Personal whine time: Such dumb behavior, must modify it (it's kinda like the rip currents just under the surface of the ocean, I need to become the gulf stream or something noticeable). I think it is all these bizarre anxieties, although despite the cuteness of the little round thing in the zoloft ad, I don't want to resort to drugs and serotonin inhibitors to change who I am. Ya know what would be great? Figuring out the triggers for my confident self and then kicking those in whenever I start to get shy.
I'll start looking into that. Still out searching...prospects have dwindled from a few to none suddenly, which is very frustrating and just makes the need that much stronger. Must actively scout for a bit and see who I can find. Oh, and there are several people who deserve a phone call. It's been too long since I've chatted with my friends. 
