  Travel plans: off to NYC next weekend! Yay :-). I took way too long to get my booty back up there and visit. Too much southern travel I guess. Funny, now that fall's on it's way I'm heading north for my adventures (Mass. is the plan for October and November). Yay vacations! Living in a world of joy and sorrow and anxiety.
Joy when I'm with friends, sorrow when I'm alone and anxiety in and out of the day. I did locate some docs in my insurance plan nearby, from generalists to specialists, all under one roof. Great. Just need to make step two and call and get an appointment. I think it's been a couple of years since my last regular check up. And maybe they can recommend someone to talk to. I'd like to spend more of my life enjoying it while it's good instead of fighting back the misery that hides just over my shoulder, waiting to swoop in whenever I'm on my own. Brains can suck sometimes. 
