  At the risk of messing up, I'll remain vague: I really would like to expand and explore. I'm just not as satisfied as I should be, and it's taking its toll. I need to find a spark, either there or in some newness. That could apply to so many things, but I've got one particular in mind, and it's a subject that's rarely addressed here.
Yay for giant storms hitting both coasts and the mainland and England all in the same time frame. Superstorms are on thier way! Such joy exists in the ability of one to lay around on the floor listening to rain and classical music while the home is filled with smells of dinner and baking cake. I was in a cafe the other day, listening to more good music, staring out the window, pondering winter and looking at the empty chair beside me, thinking how lovely it would be to share this moment with someone.
Relationship jones is back. I need someone good, and long term, but not the killer type (sometimes the most commited just don't understand no. I like my firends, and don't want any of them gone on account of a psycho stalker type. That just ruins shit). 
