  my only source of entertainment these days is memsahib Prerana ,my 15.5 year old cousin leaves for bombay today. she called me minutes ago to say bye. she is sweet she teases me about being skinny and i tease her about being stupid we get on very well. Her best friend is/was down from Bombay Koell. She is a year older then Miss P and she and I share the same birthday. the three of us got our face painted in Universal ( after of an hour of me begging them to ) and we walked around Disney land Queenly with four dollar tiara's on our heads I guess i just wanted to share with you the small things that can make you(as in me) really feel light and just so touched and loved of which comes from that call for your littlest cousin from the airport to say bye , she KNOWs i will Miss her and i just have to know that Koell is wearing her Tiara all the way to Bombay.
it just made my silly day. I think i have a knack for making teenagers comfortable being kids. guess i make quite a good role model lets follow the big kid and be a kid type role model. Groovy is gone to KL, he calls from the airport to tell me my friend is flying the plane. silly fucking day. In the last month we got into 2 major fights we had our second one last night and i hate being mad or fighting with someone who is getting on a plane or going away.
I don't like bad vibed good byes its not good for the soul. so i sucked it up as much as i could and forgot the whole thing as much as i could. i drove around abit today too had a conversation with a fellow driver with my hands and eyes. it is so interesting how californians communicate between their cars. love me. 
