  Hi there Bes ... you're on a different shift .. So am I .. oh well... we do need time just for ourselves.. to think and just muse around .. Yes .. the badminton incident was like a dose of cold water ... I guess that's the thing about having a child ... when all your friends are single and able .. I got hurt ... well that's that ... I realized a lot after that ... I guess that's why I choose not to attend parties anymore... or wait for an invitation to be extended anymore.. one rejection is enough ... I love my 8pm to 5am shift .. I'm starting my post natal exercise program .. and hopefully it will be fruitful... did I mention that I was gonna be attending a wedding and I was a part of the entourage? well ... yes I am .. always a bridesmaid never a bride... hohum ... I get messages from all over asking me for my number and other stuff .. thru friendster .. but I'm not really wasting my time over it...
I don't get thrilled like I used to. I guess I've truly matured... I don't know bes I want someone I'm comfortable with .. I think I'm liking someone ... but I'll keep it to myself for now .. I wanna straighten things out with Reker first ... You'll be in that shift for the whole month ... I was thinking ... why don't we check into a hotel and I don't know .. brood??? we'll plan it ... this will be for now.. Chin 
