  Well Blogger is down for the moment, so I'm typing this in Notepad and post it later. First off, Chris, yes, you are a slut, oh my god! LOL!! Thanks for sharing all that with the WHOLE WORLD! lol again! So yes, I'm in a terrible mood... one of my bipolar depression moments, and I'm out of medication... actually, it's a "supplement" and not a prescription, but it works as well and is safer than full-strength lithium.
So yeah, I don't really know what to say... I just feel terrible... I'm thinking of how I more-or-less blew off this guy Jude that I liked so I could be with Bryant instead... I was with Bryant the night Jude and I had planned to hang out... no, more like I had pleaded the day before that Jude hang out cuz I was so interested, and then all of this unexpected happening with Bryant... and now I'm having sorta doubts about Bryant... no, not doubts... just complications in my own fucked-up mind.
I'm going to my friend Brenn's place... I can't be alone right now... I'm scared. 
