  It's September and I'm trying so hard to help you with school. It's October, we celebrate our birthdays. (and we saw Bright Eyes together) It's November, before Seth gets sick, and we seem like best friends. You asked me to try and I did. Through every painful momment, through every turn, I tried, just like you asked me to... I tried for you, what you asked me to, but you never tried for me. In retrospect not seeing you now is so much better than seeing you like that. 
