  I am like whaaaa...I know I have been unfaithful to this lovely little journal of mine but no one cares. I am thinking of starting a live journal because i am bored with this one. But I won't abandon it completely, I don't know.
What should I do? Aye........um.....anywho i have been spendin as many waking hours as i can with greg n derek's always been there and its been a while since the night of the carnival when Mistress was with us, but whatever. I wanted to see her today, I finished my skirt and it is soooooo awwweeeesooommmmmeee! There is a new chill spot, and actually it is fucking amazing!!!!!!!!! They're gonna try n get it frum the state cuz its like this whack little beach with a beachhouse n a little house and junk thats all abandoned...it's AWESOME holy crap. So hopefully they'll get that.....we got permission from the cops to thro a party thurr today, tho i had to get home before that, but whatever.
Mistress is now apparently at the movies, but I thought she couldn't go out!!! I dont know why she would to the movies with sammie when she could go party with HER BOYFRIEND. I wanna make this summer like a me-n-kerry-*cringe*-attached-at-the-hip kinda summer with her. I wanna be with her and greg and der every second i can, n not let them make out in the back!!! AYE AYE AYE!!! Best langueage ever. SPRINGLISH. Because english, spanish, spanglish, or slang can't decribe it.
It's too whiteboyish now too. Aye love it. Listenin to Atmosphere cuz he is radical. Gotta c whats up with tomorrow.... Mistress, If you are reading this, I want to spend as much time with you as possible this summer.....I love you more than you will ever know. Gonna go bum rush. Keep on keepin on. 
