  currently listening to:  coldplay -  we never change " oh and i don't have a soul to save,
 yes and i sin every single day.  rather than actively seeking work ( which i need)  i seem to have become incredibly lazy ( which i don't need)  i'm not getting up before ten each morning. not getting dressed before eleven. and not setting foot outside the house before two,  at the earliest.  so what?  but i know that's not the attitude to take. the early bird catches the worm,  and all that.  ( though i'm not entirely sure what the worm represents here.
it certainly ain't a job. there aren't any of those around here. or none that i'd want to do,  anyway.  so avoidance tactics are coming into place. the first one being:  tidying my bedroom;  clearing out old paperwork,  clothes i no longer wear,  and general junk that i don't need cluttering up my life;  rearranging things that really don't need to be rearranged.  and yes,  i hold my hands up now,
 and admit i'm something of a fool for giving up a job that paid six pounds fifty pence an hour without having another job to go to.  but i really couldn't have stayed there any longer. so i'm not going to start feeling sorry for myself now.  what's done is done. and i still don't feel that i made the wrong decision.
