  " This is a lesson in procrastination,  I kill myself because I'm so frustrated"  ~ Brand New procrastinating again.  whatev.
 wed.  school,  no gym thurs.  snow day SCORE.  guess what i did,  shouldn't be of any surprise to those who know me lol.
 then i went to gymnastics practice,  lemme give you an idea of what it was like:  ( me thinking,  god,  let me do a back handspring and not die)
 " renee what is making you move so slowly?  as said by my coach.  ahh,  interesting to say the least fri.  school,
 out w/  fer for a lil,  the cove was awesome,  mrd kicked ass,  then i drove around w/  joe,
 rach,  stine and tom for awhile,  well first we followed sal home which surprisingly enough wasn't my idea lol.  then we just went around for awhile sat.  work,  then to julie's,
 oh man,  ron is cute ( did you know you can hear everything through those vents?  met vic sa,  it wound up being me,  lin,
 chrissy,  connie,  stine,  chris,  sal,  jorge,
 vic sa,  riss,  and i think that's it,  well and of course julie.  then at 10: 30 joe picked me,
 chris,  and sal up.  so it was me chris sal kelli martini and daniela.  kelli sat on my lap for the like entire drive lol.  they left me chris and sal at south mountain and let me tell you,  i didn't have a jacket on,
 that was not the funnest game in the world,  sal gave me his though and then he was standing there with like just a tshirt lol.  then went home sun.  meet in the morning,  got pissed at luis when i got there,  wanted 2 leave,
 but here's how the events went:  vault:  8. 3,  not bad,  first place bars:
 6. 5,  fell on the squat on,  i thought luis was gonna put a hole in my head,  but then i figured out that if i got like an 8. 0 on beam and an 8.
2 on floor i'd still get that a score.  beam:  stuck my routine,  but i def.  dismounted from my roundoff with my feet on the side of the beam,  8.
3,  first place floor:  all i needed was a 7. 9 but i was kinda iffy.  pulled out the greatest routine of my life ( in my opinion)
 and got an 8. 4,  stuck my full and everything,  first place all- around:  31.
5,  first a score of the season : does happy dance:  second place but they like didn't give me a medal :  it was upsetting lol then,  went home,
 showered,  went to stine's w/  tom and andrew and kropp were there,  then we went and did some more shit,  went to rachel's,  joe showed up there,
 then we met chris and sal later for like 45 min today:  hung out w/  stine and andrew,  just chilled,  then practice,  now i'm home and i should be doing my outline (
which was due last thurs.  i haven't even showered yet and i smell like a beast tomorrow is school,  then home for my lazy ass to do nothing.  or maybe something,  i don't know lol,  my most recent goal is:
 never stay home if you can help it.  friday i might see typecaste at the cove but i'm not sure,  i hafta work sat night till close so maybe a bit of driving around after that and sunday morning- afternoon.  work sucks ass but a plus is i didn't get in trouble for the bad evaluation i got.  alright now that i have a post that's like the amount of text a normal person has in their entire blogger,
 i'm done,  i hafta shower dude song of the moment:  the boy who blocked his own shot ~ brand new ` and if it makes you less sad i'll die by your hand i hope you find out what you want i already know what i am and if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again and you can tell me how vile i already know that i am.  it's cold as a tomb and it's dark in your room when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds`
