  there's been some major insanity over the past few days, and i loved every minute of it. well except getting caught. but that comes later. let's just start with tuesday. &nbsp; tuesday steph and i went to mandee. i got one of those terry cloth tube top things and white flip flops with sequins on them.
then we decided we wanted to hang out with chaz and zach that night, so steph gave chaz a call. he was going to the mall with zach and jenny and invited us. we went to the mall, i got a few things, nothing too exciting except for the coach purse that matches my uniform. oh yeah, i got into r.c., congrats to me, i can't wait to get there. okay anyway. we went to the mall, then picked up chaz's friend nick.
nick's a cool kid. anyway, we then dropped steph off so she could sneak out again later. we chilled at my house till she was ready. we went to the gates of hell. when we got there, there were other people who were too scared to go in, but we went anyway. we got pretty far, to the point where the tunnel splits into three other tunnels, and we went in the one all the way to the left.
we got through it alright and everything, but then we got to this spot where it looked like it was concrete. it was like mad dirty water, WAIST DEEP. nick and i got totally soaked and wound up riding home with no pants on. it was pretty fun though. then we dropped jenny off at home and went back to chaz's and decided to crash there. except we didn't sleep.
we took showers and then watched euro trip. then we decided to go for a walk, and then to dunkin donuts (in zach's car). then there was some insanity that i don't think i can get into online, it's illegal lol. then we visited matt felner at his house and nick goes the sun's gonna rise soon, so i get this genius idea to go to the beach and see it rise. it's like 4:45 in the morning at this point. we hop in the car, get down to point pleasant and watch the sun rise.
then we went into the ocean which was insanely warm. we got home at like 8:30 and i just like crashed at home. that leads me to wednesday night. &nbsp; ahh, wednesday night was awesome. we went to christine's and me and jen crashed there. we talked about coach purses, went exploring, and chased the dominos guy down the block.
lol. i'm not sure there's much else i can remember except i know it was insanely fun. which leads me to thursday. &nbsp; thursday me, stine, steph, zach, chaz, dan, nick and bobby went to six flags. we hit like every roller coaster except superman. it was uber hot.
on chiller, my boob fell out of my bathing suit twice. it made dan giggle (he was sitting next to me lol). then we all just like went home for a little and got ready to go to chaz's. this is what got me in trouble. see, i told my mom i was staying at steph's for the night. more on that later.
first chaz's house. so me chaz steph zach and stine went to get a movie at blockbuster which we never watched. then me and zach picked up dan and a cake from carvel (mr. morin: "why is there a cake in the freezer?"). we were like buggin out from lack of sleep. we tried to play monopoly (croutons? knockers?
somalians? africa! slaves! lmao, strip monopoly? hahaha). then we were just like chillin.
we were asleep by about 3, and i didn't wake up till like 11:30; everyone else got up earlier. then the trouble started. i got a call from my father and he was like where did you stay last night? and i was like steph's house, and he goes how come mrs. prats says you're not there? i'm like uhh.. maybe cause i'm at chaz's? i got beat for that, let me tell you, they told me i can't go out for the rest of the summer.. except tonight i went to stine's and out wandering lol.
we'll see how far they take this. i won't be able to sleep out the rest of the summer, sure, but i'll be allowed out. so it's not terrible. sucks, but not terrible. &nbsp; now i'm just kinda chillin with my thoughts.. i think about things way too much, i've discovered that. but then when i don't think about things, like, when they're happening, i get in trouble, like, with myself.
i don't know. things are mad weird. let's just see how the summer turns out. &nbsp; song of the moment: this photograph is proof (i know you know) ~taking back sunday &nbsp; ``keep that in mind, the way that it felt when the most i could do was to just blame myself (yeah, i'm playing that card) when the most i could do was to just blame myself and i know you know everything. i know you didn't mean it. i know you didn't mean it.
&nbsp; so we're talking forever and you almost feel better, but better's no excuse for tonight . you see, it's never been enough to just leave or give up, but it's never good enough to feel right. &nbsp; now i'm lying on the table with everything you did it will all catch up eventually, well it caught up and honestly, the the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold but they were never yours they were never yours `` &nbsp; and i will play my game beneath the spin light ~brand new &nbsp; &nbsp; ``the coastline is quiet while we're quietly losing control yes, we're silent but sure, we invented the cure that will wash out my memories of him . the harpoon is loaded, the cage is lowered, the water is red like you `` 
