  mood: music: this is just barely the faint smell of what i would like to tell that whore i call mother.
the rest is untypable and would burn your eyes. its pointless to stay in a marriage if you need to tell your husband youre dead just to get his attention...or even lie about being pregnant and having a miscarriage-- after you purposely gain weight but after 9 months, no baby comes. dont you see how immature this is? dont you realize how your actions are affecting others? the first time you started this shit, i got my period 3 times in a month! thats all month! you're actually fucking with people's biological chemistry!!!! why are you doing this? you tell him youre sorry he has a sick wife, but you're rubbbing in his face and its not even true! you stupid bitch. maybe you should tell everyone you're dead, then overdose... AGAIN . fuck you. 
