  You gotta love how, when you know you are in sooooo much trouble you still find it funny. I can think of one situation that is digging deeper and deeper and spiralling out of control fast, I can't help but sit back and giggle.
I am in no way laughing at the people, but just how the turn of events led to where we are now. AND how it isn't that much different to how it was two years ago (give or take few months?). I am not even going to begin to forsee what might happen next. I know I'll be there tho if needed. I am though, a little disapointed that one thing different from 2 years ago is missing. I dunno if I was being mislead.
I don't think so. I just think how it all came about happening was the reason it couldn't go further. Which i sorta laugh at coz i can see why. But just a shame that's all coz i know there were outside factors doing their best to disrupt. of which i have not forgotten. I also know that I was in no position to be making choices as I was severly impaired, but is there ever a time when we are not impaired, even slightly. How can we ever say a decision was made, that had no outside influence. I dunno, maybe there are cases. I dunno, I guess if you make the decision that is best for you at the time you can't really complain.
And the one thing that I am good at, is backing yourself in that decision. Don't make it and then doubt yourself. If you are anything like my you will have thought it out, even just a little bit. Run with it, life can't turn out all that bad. sorry if this is all to cryptic when read! wow - not sure where all of that really came from either. eh. q. 
