  Dear Mrs. Seitter I know that you and I are not really married legally yet. However the way that I feel about you right now is that we are. In my heart and my soul you are my wife. The ten days that you and I were together in the Philippines, has really affected how I feel about things.
Home does not feel like a home, my job does not matter, my car, nothing around here matters to me any more. The only thing that I want is to be by your side. Without being by your side, my life just feels so empty any more. Being with you gave my life meaning and a purpose. I think about you more now than I ever did before you and I met physically. I did not think that was possible. I just want to be with you. My thoughts are constantly cloudy, my concentration is only of you.
I can not focus on any given subject. I just want to call and talk to you all the time. When I can not talk to you, I am missing. My whole world lights up when you and I can talk on the phone. I have never felt this way about any one before in my life. I do not know if it is either because you and I are so far apart or I love you so much. My heart aches to be with you again.
I want to move to Hong Kong just to be with you. Even if it meant that you and I could only be together for one day a week, that would be more than I have now. The camera on the computer does not do justice to you anymore. You are so much more attractive than the camera shows. I am awe struck with your beauty and sexuality. Just looking at you brings a smile to my face.
I guess it is time to close this little note to you for now. I just want to say that you are my best friend, my lover, and above all else my partner in life. I am glad that you and I found each other my love. One day we will be together forever and always. I Love You Eleanor Forever & Always Love Kevin 
