  Dear Lei; I am having problems sleeping. I am afraid of missing you online. I know that this is silly. Since you already told me that you will probably only be on Sundays. I do not want to miss you. I already miss talking to you. If I signed on and had discovered you had been on and I missed talking to you. I would be very sad. :-( Unless I am very busy, I am thinking of you. I told a Florida Highway Patrol Lieutenant about you tonight.
What I am hoping. He asked if you and I have ever met? He also asked a few other questions. He wished me well. I wish I could be with you both sooner and more often. I can not help but wonder? So many dreams, fantasies, wishes, whatever you want to call them. I have them all about you. ;-) The mysteries undiscovered, the joys unknown. I can only wonder? They all bring a smile to my face. How about you? I will talk to you soon, I hope. Je t'aime beaucoup Love Kevin 
