  Dear Lei; I just got off the phone to you. It is so good to hear your voice. I miss our weekly talks on the computer. It is hard with out you each week. That is why I have to call you all the time. I hope that my phone calls to you do not cost you to much money?
If they do let me know and I will try not to call you to often. I do not want to cause you to need any more money than you already do. I already feel like I am the reason that you have to work two jobs on Sunday. I would gladly help you if you would let me. I can get by on very little. I do not either need or ask for much. You are the most important person in my life to me. No one else even comes close. The next closest person would have to be my son and your girls of course.
Actually the four people listed are the only ones that matter to me. There is no one else. All of my family lives very far from me. The only family I have around me is my son and my ex's. I stay to myself. I do not intrude in on them on holidays or anything. Just my son and I is how I like it. One day I will be able to spend it with you and your girls.
When you and I are together I will feel like a complete person again with a family. Until then I am solo, just like you. You have touched me so deeply. It is like, I do not know I can not put it in words. I know you know what I am talking about. I am pretty sure you feel the same. I guess I better go. I am missing you to much right at the moment. :(( I Love You So Very Much Lei! You Will Never Know Love Always Kevin 
