  Hi everyone Um well I really don't know why I'm posting right now -  I'm not really one to talk to personally about myself but my psuedo break from the blog might be longer than normal.  Some of you may know,  some not but anyway I've had a really bad run of late just pretty much every bad thing that could happen in every situation I've been in has happened -  To be honest I feel like I'm someone's whipping post right now and it's been hard to take,  and some of you will probably be laughing your butts off it's okay but I really feel like I'm being punished -
 I've got my gall bladder and now I've got a dislocated knee and then there's just everything else that's really not fit for this.  So all my buddies,  all my AIM buddies I really am glad you guys are my AIM buddies and it might sound corny but I really don't know what I'd do without you guys and you guys are great to me and I will for sure keep in touch ( e- mail,  IM,  etc)  It's just right now nothing going on with me should be public like this on a blog so until things get better I really don't have anything to talk about Natalie:
 Natalie I'm so sorry about my e-
mail,
 I know it's not the super- happy e- mail that I send on Sunday and I apologize Jayel:  I also sent you an e-
mail,
 I hope you get it and whatever you choose to do is fine -  I know we don't know each other like I know Nan or Natalie or Melissa or Leslie or Jan so you might not want to do me that favor and I understand that but if you choose to do it -  I thank you in advance Okay I'm outta here for a while.
