  why is it so difficult to lose weight? why? i had all intentions of starting all over, yet again, today.
a brand new day, i can do this. as soon as i walked into work, the candy dish attacked me and the free bagels in the kitchen accosted me! i don't know if i should file a harrassment suit or not. it just isn't fair. i have plans to go to the gym tonight, too. i already know it's the last thing i'm going to feel like doing when i get off the train. there really isn't an excuse...i drive right by the gym on the way home!
i've gained almost all the weight back that i lost when i was on weight watchers last. i can feel it weighing me down. i hate it, it's uncomfortable and i don't want it! tomorrow is a new day, i guess. wow, that sounded convincing, huh? i bet i convinced the pants right off of you, right? maybe my mood will improve later... 
