  i intend to write about honor and whats better for you and choices and wanting with all your heart... but later cause im tired and have standardized testing tomorrow. so ill do it...mmm... maybe tomorrow...maybe after fencing... probably not though. maybe friday? if i dont have emily sleep over. cause...i might... and...uh...why blog if i can be talking to emily?!?! especially when most of my entries from the past 2 months are just me complaining about how missing her sucks... yeah...anyway, sleep now. 
