  how sad is it when you are so in secure in your woman hood that you do nothing more than day dream of how things could be. it is so easy to be selfish when others are not involved. but when is it time to say enough is enough?
when is it time to live your own life how you wish, and not have to worry what others will say. and to what point do you have to be pushed to just pick up your bags and leave and never look back. i try to say the right things, i know the words are there in my head, but when it come to speaking them, or trying to express them to someone, my emotions take over, and i just spew out things that i wouldn't ordinarily say, or do things that i wouldn't normally do.
I have been shown that Wishing for thing will never make them happen. dreaming of someone to be yours, will never be nothing more than a dream. and loveing someone will never get you anything more than hurt. but being able to remember that one nite, the one special nite that you felt those butterfies makes it all worth while. 
