  Sorry for the move, guess i just feel more comfortable here talking, cause i know "he" doesnt come here, and i dont need to try to impress him, not that i could. but i can say how i feel withought having to worry about making him think even less of me that what he does. Sad after all this time, my life seems to revolve around the same thing. the same pity party if you will. But i guess you can tell from my last few weeks of posts how vividly he effects my being. But the time has come to move on and forget all of it and try to be the person i was put here to be. 
