  Right now I am torn up inside... ... do I want to go back to Carleton? To the city I hate so much? Does everyone(thing) deserve more than one chance? Do I try to start over? or do I try to correct a mistake? I don't know what to do... I really loved some things about Ottawa, and hated others. I just am confused as to what I am going to do next year. The most certain thing is that I am willing to try again- and this time try 100 times harder, not to let myself fall into the same mistakes that plagued me before. we will see what fate has planned, all I know is the stresses and problems with last year gave me grey hairs... I am not going to let that happened again in a million. 
