  so the brother in law came today to fix the networking lol FINALLY. but guess what happens. well my router is one that most COMPANIES use. ya kno. for like MORE THAN 2 COMPUTERS. u see my brother in law had gotten it for free from his old job.
so hey why not use it. and man that was like sooo back in the day when no one really used cable and did networking in their homes so its not like i could get a simple router anyway. well heres what happened. so he comes over. checks it out. has to reconfigure it but we didnt have the software that could do it. he searches AND SEARCHES for it online but its not easy to steal them anymore cuz apparently the company that we got the router from only sells them to companies and you need to create a service contract.
so that was a mess. so now he's gonna get me a new router. a simple one that only costs like 50 bucks. he's buying it which is sweeeeeeet lol man. everytime i talk to that boy he always gets me interested in computers. today he talks about IP Addresses and whatnot. real interesting that IP address thing. and how different routers work and stuff. i still kno shit about computers lol but hey its cool to hear someone talk about it.  and conrad.
I LOVE THAT SONG lol i used to sing it allll the time. i'm into lacuna coil rite now.  FALLING stand,  look in my hand talk with this line That's not the answer cry and now I know look in the sky I search an answer So free,  free to be I'm not another liar I just want to be myself.  myself And now the beat inside of me is a sort of a cold breeze and I've never any feeling inside around me.  I bring my body carry it into another world I know I live.  but like a stone I'm falling down Damned,
 looking into the sky I can feel this rain right now it's falling on me fly,  I just want to fly life is all mine some day I cry alone,  but I know I'm not the only one I see that another day is gone, gone I don't wanna die.  Please be here when I'll arrive,  don't die.  please 
