  stuff that i didn't say: so reason akward was i expected ptak to be in his class.So i go there and it's charlene's brother evan,chelsey, and charlene.
Seeing them i back out and put my finger to my lips to imply evan to shut up.Evan apparently never learned this as he yelled "max!!! what are you doing here" so i left immediatly.and evan came after yelling some more and chelsey followed and together we shut evan up.
christ. and evan kept saying how he didn't understand why she hates me.i didnt know that she hated me...he could have misinterpeted. anyways. i wrote insanely in my journal at silberman's. 8 pages of logic and philosophy.i'll show "you" sometime.Just because i need a sanity check. it's....all i've learned about right speech and a computation of what went wrong which i've got mostly figured out.a few more pieces and i could solve it. 
