  It's amazing how little I actually need to eat when I'm not thinking of food. Today was my first day at work and I had a breakfast burrito for breakfast, then a vegetable soup for lunch, bag of mm's and then dinner and some snacks after that. I wasn't bored so I wasn't in there looking for food. I was thinking about it the whole time I was at work though hence the mm's. I didn't really crave them just felt like I was being too good so I had to sabotauge it in some way.
Maybe that's my problem perhaps I won't let myself succeed. It was a great day though. My first day working in almost 3 years and I felt so good. I did miss my husband and son but it sure was neat to come home to them after a day at work. I truly am blessed with a fabulous husband and a wonderful son. My husband deserves so much more thanks then I can ever give him. I came home to a clean house and laundry done.
Although he's banned from laundry cause all my new clothes need special wash instructions and he never pays attention to that lol Went shopping yesterday for clothes and it was so fun. I kept looking in the mirror thinking why would want to wreck this? Why would you want to go back to buying huge clothes that are not fun to pick out and ruin this body I've worked to get.
Damn I've done a good thing and just seem to want to wreck it but I'm determined not to let food take me over again. I'm trying. 
