  Blah…. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Ok, now that you know how I really feel… I’m just tired. I want to post a good entry but I just don’t feel like thinking. I keep having this recurring fantasy of withdrawing all my savings and taking my passport and drifting from country to country… just staying there until my visa runs out and I have to leave. Ha!
Like that would ever happen. Let’s face it; responsibility sucks. All these obligations, all these rules, and that annoying social contract; they make life pretty miserable. I wonder if there is a way to start over? People, philosophers, thinkers, and deeper people than me have tried to find a way to create a Utopia. I think you might be able to do it but we are talking about me taking over an island somewhere and creating an invitation only society.
You can come in if I ask you and you will be thrown out when you violate the rules. We’ll have this great legal system, you get a verbal warning, then a written warning, and then we kill you… or at least throw you out. Of course, I would have to be the ultimate authority. I’m not talking about a monarchy or a class of nobility and other people to support me and the rest of the upper crust… I’m talking about me being the ultimate authority. I make the decisions, or at least decide who makes the decisions. I have no intention of sitting on a throne and reining.
I have every intention of being in the trenches administering and working just like every one else. Mind you to truly create a Utopia I don’t think you can have more that 100 or 200 people, 300 tops. You have to be able to know every one at least by sight. Smaller would be better because then you would know more people and would be able to trust them. Or at least know that the community is so small that they really can’t step to far out of line because everyone will know. Of course, that “kill ‘em” portion of the legal system would be quite a deterrent as well.
The whole thing about a Utopia is that when you go to start one you can’t let just any one in. I know that sounds elitists, but it is true. I would have to be pretty restrictive to begin with, so that people can work together and get things moving. Then you also cannot allow any loyalties to form within the society that might be greater than the society. You would have to completely change the definition of family for a start. By the time your done with this you have a comply alien culture one that most people won’t be able to relate to in the slightest.
Since no one can relate to the Utopia, the members of the Utopia are alien, as aliens they are a threat, as a threat they must be destroyed, because we fear what we do not understand and we tend to destroy what we fear. Ok… with this in mind tonight I will NOT be forming a Utopian society. I will be having a Silver, staying up too late and then sleeping in… very, very late tomorrow. 
