  its 12:40am...do you know where you are? I'm in my new room. Its scary, everythings different...I'm only going to sleep tonight because of how tired I am from all the moving.
My backs sore and I've been hurting my foot all day. Woo, what fun...I miss my room.... I couldn't stand to see my brother touching everything...trying to take down my posters...it was horrible... And now things are worse...I'm hurting people...I'm hurting myself by having feelings for more then one girl...
I'm hurting one of those girls by being honest with her... shes given me everything she has and all I can do is hurt her with the truth...my hearts so fucked up...ever since it was broken by one girl a long time ago. Its healed wrong, if its even healed. I can't love just one girl anymore...I'm to scared of what will happen...but I've got to go to sleep now...school night and all.....why am I such a fucking dick? 
