  I felt like I had a lot to say like yesterday and the day before or even since the last time I wrote, but now, now not so much, maybe I do, but meh.
My brain is either too all over or completely gone to make anything sound worthwhile to write about. Lets see.... there's lacrosse. I'm extremely sad the season ended yesterday, but props to all of my gals to playing their asses off and having such a good season.
No matter how low our downs were, our highs were the best times of my year and I love you all for always being there for me, and not only on the field. Seriously, I don't really know what to say because I respect you all so much and ya I hope you already all know how much I care. I will miss all you seniors soooooooooo much next year, just make sure to come back and play with us.
I'm still glad there's a banquet :) Soccer. Blah, I don't know, our first game I got excited about playing and glad that I was, but now, I'm really just not in the mood. After this weekend, I feel like people and for sure my coach expect soemthing else out of me that I don't have.
But no my coach is one minded and doesn't care to actually learn or pay attention to everyones skills, right now I think he thinks I suck, first of all I've been playing defense, never have in my life and he's never seen me at forward.... it's all because he thinks I'm slow, but really I can sprint and have a good shot, he just doesn't give a crap to see that. That and he thinks I don't have endurance and am out of shape, sure I'm not the best runner, but I play 3 sports year round, do you think I'm out of shape?
Ok I'm done with this rant. Then one thing that pisses me off the most is when people are rude asses and wake you up from your nap, maybe no intentionally, but clearly they don't give a crap. I was sleepingon the couch and my sister and her friends come how and my sister is a fucking loud ass and just opens her mouth and starts like shouting! And then they stay in the fricken room! Seriously, I get crabby when I wake up from naps anyways, but when someone wakes me up that way, wow, it pisses me off, it doesn't help that I had just found out she had eaten some of my cake too.
Urgh, I miss it when she was at college. Sorry tihs blog is kind of gloomy and all me bitching. I'm not refreshed after my one hour nap at all, I want to sleep some more. I'm getting sick..... oh no : / Oati 
