  Relieved. Exhausted. Drama dreenched. Not quite ready to see the end. These are my feelings and emotions of today. Relieved.
I finally got my article for Echo done. After probably 15 hard hours of working on that beast I am finished, finished for good for Issue 1! After about about 5 columns of my article to begin with it went down to 2 small small ones.... and believe that was incredibly hard, I also had to cut a whole movie! And today when the final is due tomorrow at like 12, it was almost a consideration of rewriting the whole thing and compiling it all into one (I have it broken into movies) but thankfully we fitted (?
) it all. But ya oy! My summer hw is done for good! Whoa! Just promise me you all will read my article, it may look short and look like it was easy, but holly balls that really took some time and effort, you'd be surprised.
Exhausted.
First off I've been working my butt off to get this article done, and now that it is, I'm dead tierd, especially because I had to be at school today at 9:30 am and it is like 1:30 am now so meh. But with that and eating, with no exercise, and eating some more, and with the whole summer rapping up and no sleep catching up with me and hanging out with people till 12-1 in the morning every night for the past 3 weeks, I'm getting pretty tierd. But hey you've gotta live the summer up! Don't waste your time on hw like me! Drama Dreenched. I'm sick of drama and people talking about each other behind eachothers backs, especially when it is with like your closest, or one of the closest, friends.
It feels so Jr. Highish to be doing this and hearing this and so immature. We're fricken Jr.'s now, not Jr. Highers and people should just get over themselves and start giving a shit about the people around them. Stop being so fucking jealous of people and speak up and tell whoever the hell you're jealous of or mad at how you feel!!!! Sure I should too, but when I'm the one who people aren't telling things too, why should I be the first to bring it up?
Really if I never started any of it and really aren't doing anything, why should it be my responsibility to go to that person and be like what's up? Don't you think if they have a problem with me that they should be the ones going up to me and telling me what they're problem is? Like seriously when I hear people like talking or whispering right next to me, most likely about me, it makes me feel like shit and makes me pissed off.
My advise to people is to stop worrying so much about your fricken guy life and reputation and car about your friends, in the long run it's only gonna be your true friends left standing next to you, seriously think about it.
Not quite ready to see the end.
5 more days till the end. The end of summer. Although it is a beginning to look forward to, it's the beginning of school, sure it's new year, a new life basically, a fresh new start, but it's school.
It's also my Jr. year, worst year and worst schedule ever, it can all kiss my ass. But this summer has kicked ass, I have lived it up for the most part, had a couple flings, and ding-a-lings.... sure.... and I feel like I didn't waste my time just sitting there watching tv, I at least added food to it all. But no really I feel stronger and feel like I have stronger relationships with people after this summer, I just don't want it all to end.
I know I need advise for myself sometimes, but ya I was talking with Janelle today and ya I gave her some advise and she thinks I'm a good advice person. So we decided that, seeing that we're both on the Echo, next year when we take it over, we're gonna add in an advice column called "talking tree" (seeing that my name is oakes, and ya in pocahantus the disney movie there's a talking tree that gives advice). I'll be the writer of it and I'm gonna "tear it up. " But seriously if anyone really does need advice I'm here!!! ChickaSS31@aol.com Tierd and humble; my feelings and emotions after writing this blog added on to all the other feelings I was feeling before, wow, I'm feeling this.
-Oakes, the "talking tree" 
