  Theres nothing like getting all excited to go into first hour for the sole purpose of being able to listen to my music and bury myself in my head phones.  But damnit,  somethins wrong with my cd player now and tis no gouda.  im not even prepared,  either.  ive got no back ups.
 this is it.  its gonna be hard getting through the day with nothing to listen too.  gah!  ive got like 3 study halls,  too.  i have to work tonight.
 woot.  made 7. 73 yesterday in tips.  talk about ms.  money bags.  yeh.
 its just going to be the drankin patniz tonight.  i wont be home until 11.  just in time to be really pissed because im extra tired.  which means i wont be able to get online.  ah the horrors.  ive come across some really knee slappin funny blogs lately.
 from people that dont know i read them. te he]  : D we have 27 days of school left.  27 days to do meaningless shit that wont help my already shitty grades,  for shits sake.
 shit.  shits gonna hit the fan when the units get my grades.  im bored.  emily is gone.  which means i could actually be getting shit done.  ive opted fo real slacker mode.
 im slacking off. alone.  thats kind of like the losers who get drunk alone.  hm.  i wanna play frisbee.  or tennis.
 oooo minigolf.  where are some go karts around here. i wanna do that too.  i could go for some dr pepper right now.  and panera : X let me see if i can find another survey thing.
 eureka!  LAST PERSON WHO.  x.  Slept in your bed:  anna.  i wasnt in there too,
 mind yew.  x.  Saw you cry:  katie x.  Made you cry:  you x.
 Spent the night with:  katie and anna on saturday.  x.  You shared a drink with:  my brother x.  You went to the movies with:
 oo havent been to the movies in a while.  x.  You went to the mall with:  myself x.  Yelled at you:  Uh yeah,
 that'd be an affirmative on the maternal radar.  x.  Sent you an email:  uhm tyler x.  You kissed:  :
X lets just say someone on saturday.  HAVE YOU EVER.  x.  Said " I Love You"  and meant it:
 Of- fucking- course x.  Gotten in a fight with your pet:  Does simply whacking it count.  x.
 Been to New York:  nope x.  Florida:  yessm!  x.  California:
 been there,  done that.  x.  Hawaii:  nope but i had plans to at one point.  :
'(  x.  Mexico:  for a day x.  China:  too many people.
 x.  Canada:  of course.  x.  Danced naked:  by my lonesome,
 yes.  x.  Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:  uhm idk.  x.  Wish you were the opposite sex:
 god yessum.  x.  Had an imaginary friend:  actually,  never really did.  i thought kids with imaginary friends were weird and kidding themselves,
 while setting up a life of unfulfilled requirements and mere disappointments.  RANDOM x.  Red or blue:  Red x.  Spring or Fall:  i like both okay.
 x.  Are you bored:  gah yes.  thats why im doing this dipshit.  x.  Last noise you heard:
 pat pat pat pat pat.  that's me typing.  x.  Last time you went out of the state:  a month ago or so x.  Things you like in a girl/
guy:  a connection.  x.  Do you have a crush on someone:  yessum.  x.
 What book are you reading now:  book of illusions.  x.  Worst feeling in the world:  not needed.  x.
 What is the first thing you think when you wake up:  Fuck.  x.  How many rings before you answer:  i dunno.  depends on how fucking far i have to walk to answer the dammned thing.
 x.  Future daughter's name:  baby girls are brats.  x.  Future son's name:  cambria.
 err. iowa : P x.  Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:  I found them to be a burden.  they're always falling off and are so odly shaped you can't really get a good enough hold on them.
 I squeeze my pillows instead.  x.  If you could have any job you wanted,  what would it be:  I'd probably have a band just for the fuck of it.  x.
 Are you a lefty,  righty or ambidextrous:  right x.  Do you type with your fingers on the right keys:  no.  i have my own system.
 x.  What's under your bed:  Random shit.  x.  Favorite sport to watch:  baseball.
 x.  Current Age:  17 x.  Siblings:  1 x.  Location:
 minnesota x.  College plans:  umd.  x.  Piercings:  ears x.
 Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:  nope EXTRA STUFF x.  Do you do drugs:  meh x.  Do you drink:
 : D x.  Who is your best friend:  drankin patna for sure.  x.  What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use:
 herbal.  what can i say,  i have the urge.  x.  What are you most scared of:  being ultimately alone.
 x.  What clothes do you sleep in:  tshirt and shorts. i dunno.  x.  Who is the last person who called you:
 joe x.  Where do you want to get married:  anywhere with my husband is fine.  x.  Who do you really hate:  people who stare.
 gah!  x.  Favorite number:  3 x.  Been in Love:  but of course.
 x.  What type automobile do you drive:  ford somethin or other x.  Are you timely or always late:  always early.  x.
 Do you have a job:  yes.  x.  Do you like being around people:  depends.  x.
 Best feeling in the world:  having connections.  wherever it may be.  x.  Are you for world peace:  It'll never happen.
 x.  Are you a health freak:  pfft.  i would die for fruit snacks.  STUFF x.  Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with:
 uhm. obviously.  x.  Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did:  Are you kidding?  That accounts for like 85%
 of what I cry over.  x.  Do you have a " type"  of person you always go after:  there seems to be a trend of fuckers fucking me over.
 x.  Want someone you don't have right now:  yes.  x.  Are you lonely right now:  not as much,
 but still a yes.  x.  Ever afraid you'll never get married:  yess :  x.  Do you want to get married:
 yess.  x.  Do you want kids:  3.  FAVORITE x.  Room in house:
 mine.  x.  Type( s)  of music:  rock/
punk.  x.  Band:  Currently Coheed and Cambria x.  Memory:  saturday.
 x.  Day of the week:  saturday.  x.  Color:  black white,
 red green.  x.  Perfume or cologne:  guy smell.  x.  Month:
 july.  IN THE LAST 48 HOURS,  HAVE YOU.  x.  Cried:  no x.
 Bought something:  Yes.  x.  Gotten sick:  No.  x.
 Sang:  Of course.  x.  Said " I Love You"  yes x.
 Wanted to tell someone you loved them:  Yes.  x.  Met someone new:  Yes.  x.
 Moved on:  In a sense.  x.  Talked to someone:  Yes.  x.
 Missed someone:  Yes.  x.  Hugged someone:  Yes.  x.
 Kissed someone:  yes.  x.  Fought with your parents:  hhmm nope.  x.
 Dreamt about someone you can't be with:  duh.  x.  Had a lot of sleep: never enough.  X the ones you have done:
 ( x)  been drunk ( x)  smoked pot ( x)
 kissed a member of the opposite sex ( _)  kissed a member of the same sex ( _)  crashed a friend's car ( _)
 been to japan ( _)  ridden in a taxi ( _)  had anal sex ( x)
 been in love ( _)  had sex in public ( _)  been dumped ( x)
 shoplifted ( _)  been fired ( _)  been in a fist fight ( _)
 had a threesome ( x)  snuck out of my parent's house ( _)  been tied up ( sexually)
 ( _)  been caught masturbating ( x)  pissed on myself ( _)
 had sex with a member of the same sex ( _)  been arrested ( X)  made out with a stranger ( x)
 stole something from my job ( _)  celebrated new years in time square ( _)  gone on a blind date ( x)
 lied to a friend ( x)  had a crush on a teacher ( _)  celebrated mardi- gras in new orleans (
_)  been to europe ( x)  skipped school ( _)  slept with a co-
worker ( _)  cut myself on purpose ( _)  had sex at the office ( _)
 been married ( _)  gotten divorced ( _)  had children ( _)
 stripped at a party ( _)  literally crawled to your house drunk,  even if just from across the street ( x)  jumped off a bridge (
x)  gone surfing ( x)  had a mullet ( x)  peed in public phew.
 i liked that one.
