  i dont know. maybe i should just stop this whole blogging thing...as its becoming somewhat of a journal... sometimes its just good to write what you feel i guess...let it all vent u know? so today was tuesday missed my real world but had a great time otherwise, talking about binge eating and all that jazz.
BUT not bulimia u know cuz god knows u cant tear me away from my precious food that is. im getting my grad pic done with a bag of doritos {g cc gg cc g c g c bobblebuddy} seems like food is my savior these days. [these days? cmon ash who ya kiddin] so in recent events....the emotions are commin off a little strong. lets take a look: work sucks, and i hate my job. i smell like bread, from my job. i have to take out the trash at my job. [10 30 at night? cmon, not like anyone would rape me anyway]i hate my life right now, i hate how nothing seems to be in place, i hate how im seeminly just a blip on the radar, i hate how everyones coupled up [although, more power to ya cuz its cute at the same time] i hate how individuality is a death sentence, i hate how i feel like im 5, i hate how everythings just slipping from my grip and i cant get ahold of it.
i hate that feeling. wheres the love? {oh JT} but on a more serious note... i guess im just not gonna ever understand what makes the world go around. so in that case im gonna have to make a retraction from my previous blog post stating 'friends make the world go around' cuz lets face it, they dont. and very few are actually there when u need them most. mentally, i mean. its sad..it really is. with love and missunderstanding, ash 
