  CHB = could have been. &nbsp; i don't want to land up at the end of my life with nothing better in hand than a bunch of chb's :( but that's probably just how it's going to be.
and you know the worst part? the chb's are all in my head. could have been a good fling. could have been a good marriage. could have been a lovely painting. could have been a wonderful business. could have been a happy life. (ok the last isn't so true. my life is already wonderful. i was just - umm - getting into the moment! ) &nbsp; 
