  So last night I went out with Bobbi and Nick, her boyfriend. I had a good time. We went to see an 80's cover band! I love hearing all the old 80's tunes. The lead singer was foreign but I am not sure where he was from, but he sounded just like every singer he covered.
It was pretty cool! But while we were waiting for this band to start I got a call on my cell phone. The call came up blocked and I had no idea who was calling me and I talked to this person for a couple minutes thinking it was someone else. Then once I got into the bathroom I realized who I was talking to. It was John. My heart stopped for a minute I think. I couldn't believe he called me. So we were talking and he was asking where I was living and what I was doing. I told him I was really happy here. And then he proceeded to give me a hard time about leaving and not telling him.
He said that if I had called him he wouldn't have let me leave. Uh, yeah whatever! I hate the feeling I am having right now. I know that he was and is so bad for me. But he talked about coming to visit me and I was like Yeah come and see me. But I don't know why we would need to see each other. I asked him why he wanted to come see me and he told me he missed me!
Well hello, I was there for 5 months, he could have seen me as much as he wanted. What is wrong with me? Do I not know any better? Do I not see how badly he treated me? Do I think I am worth so little that I can allow someone to treat me that way? I don't know what my problem is? 
