  Im back . Took me long enough right? Its Sunday night and I still have homework to do and yet I still found time for you all. Aren't you happy? School is one big bust. I cant stand it!
Im sure many of you out there feel the same way too. But im just not having a good time. I never have. I know, I know school isn't about having fun. But don't most of you have fun while in school? Well I don't.
Even lunch is a hassle! I rarely eat it anymore. Just a couple fries here maybe a Whatchamacallit (its a candy bar) there. Also Im still failing that chemistry class. All I need is one percent though then ill be right at sixty percent... heh that will be the day. My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own. urlLink How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla How did they know!?!? I wonder.
I am sixteen so does that automatically mean my inner child is sixteen? Nah couldn't be. I went to the mall today I bought a fake flower to put in my hair. It looks pretty nice. I like it. I think I might wear it Monday.
I went to Edgefest last weekend the (20th of September)! It was fuckin' insane! I had a blast! I had more fun than when I went to the Warped Tour. Probably because I was with different people. It was a local radio station who did it.
It wasn't at all like Warped Tour. The only thing I wished were there was more booths. Warped tour had plenty. But Edgefest was lacking in the booth section. I got a free Fourbanger CD! They are definitely great.
They have an Emo thing goin on or at least I think so. I like Emo and some metal but I think I told you that. Its ten and I should be going so I can think about doing homework. God im so lazy. I've never been good at school either. I've always been a C or lower student.
Its sad really. I never even made honor roll until fifth grade. That was the first and last time too. I haven't made it since. Oh well I guess I shouldn't dwell on the past right? I try not to.
"FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Showing anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions.
" In a lot of ways this is true. Im very stubborn and very temperamental. I don't think im very intelligent at all but hey who knows. I do like freedom and I don't like to be restricted. Aggressive people are great. I am easily hurt(im not sure why).
I do anger easily and I do enjoy making new friends. But I don't try to hard to do it because im shy. Im not romantic on the outside. Its just not something I show. People here would think I was crazy. They would be like Terri what happened to you have you gone craaaaazzzzyyyy?
I have no Idea what spendthrift is though. I it is true that I don't like unnecessary things. They are stupid and... Well... Unnecessary. I think im gonna go get a drink and a shot glass form the fridge if you know what I mean. Or maybe Ill just eat some more... Im not hungry just bored and that's something (sometimes) I do when im bored.
I cant help it. One of these days Ill get fat. I think ill get the drink... Maybe ill mix it with something instead. LOL. Its now time for me to go. Maybe ill see you again next weekend... Maybe.
I wont promise anything. But lets hope ill be here... If im not here don't worry yourself to death and don't be sad either. Because, well, I don't know but eventually ill be here cause I feel bad if I don't come do this. Sad isn't it? See you sometime soon.
-Terri 
