  Last night I said something I haven't said in over five years... I don't know why, and I don't understand it. I did a lot of sketching with the tablet last night and today. I feel better doing it. It's good to get back into sketching.
Maybe it'll lend itself to something more sometime soon. I'm doing some pretty good stuff again. Sweetness. I was asked to do another orchestra gig--this one actually pays and isn't just volunteer work. The money would be nice, but I don't know about it. I think it's going to take up too much of my time, and especially too much of my weekend that isn't already taken by the other orchestra. Not looking forward to getting back into my tuxedo on Sunday. I should probably make sure I have a clean tuxedo shirt before then... I'm in a surreal state right now. I need to come back to reality and accept reality for what it is. grr... 
