  I don't know why I'm still blogging...I need someone to talk to and there's no one at school in this class I can vent with.
I hate it here, everyone here has no consideration or discretion...no one here care's. "Well, someone died on the weekend...yeah it's sad........WEEELL, we need to move on, for lunch today..." is all they have to say for the three people that have died this week.
Atleast in Oregon if my brother takes his life he'll get some attention or someone will grieve for him; around here people hardly even get a second thought while in Oregon they actually give a damn. I'm blogging cause my blog is the one thing I can use to calm down...well, it doesn't work out that well because now I have to go. 
