  LOST I'm lost. After such a long time of searchin n ponderin, I haf to declare, I'm lost. I really can't find any direction in life. Initially wanted to get back my fitness, but gave up my exercise regime shortly. Intially wanted to stop clubbin for good, but discovered I'm already obssessed with it. Intially wanted to find my direction in life, but realised it was futile. Anyway, I hafn't done anything much durin this period when I hafn't had any entries.
I haf been tinkin wat might haf happened if I'm still attached. While it is true tt i couldn't stand being wif her anymore, I kept askin myself whether it was too rash a decision. I still dunno now. But in any case, I did not initiate the break-up. I was only a victim of circumstance though I was so tempted to initiate. Past experience had me badly hit. I did not wish to be a vilian; this time round, i want to play the victim. In this way, I won't regret my decision. In fact, I did not make any decision. i watched the movie "Turn left, Turn right" on Wednesday. It was a great movie. Hafnt watched romance for a while since "My Sassy Gal". Actually I haf intended to watch with her but we broke up b4 the movie could even make it to the big screen.
I think it must haf been a hint to mi. We are not fated. "even 2 parallel lines might meet one day", I dun tink so. Anyway, I enjoyed the movie thoroughly, all thanx to my companion, Yanling. Her giggles really added humour to the originally hilarious own plot!! HAha!! Come to tink of it, how could 2 parallel lines ever meet? I would concur wif the 2nd message though. "The kite in ur hand might juz break n fly away". Makes more sense to mi. Hope everything will get better. 
