  ORD from Bizad!! @ long last!! We haf come to the end of ALL lessonz in Bizad!! I'm not gg to attend any more lesson in my parent faculty anymore!! Will miss her terribly. Realli can't bear to part wif her after sloggin' there for the past 3 yrs... Miss the SR roomz.
Miss Conference room B. Miss HSSML. Miss the western food uncle. Miss the aunties workin' there. Miss the babes hangin' ard the round tables. Miss the toilet near the canteen.
Miss the toilet near the HSSML. Miss the comp lab. Miss the smokin' area outside comp lab 2. Miss skivin' through the projects. Miss attendin' lessonz unprepared. Miss my skolmates.
Miss the footsteps I left behind. Miss the laughter we shared. Miss the bond we once cherished. Miss... miss... miss... Oh well... everything happened in a flash. Before I knew it, I'm gonna graduate!! So intimidatin'!!
*Shiver Shiver* Not sure wat's gonna happen next... Mabbe I'll make it big... or mabbe I'll make it ultra BIG!! Erhmmm.. or mabbe I'll barely make it at all... Kekeke! Haix... time to learn how to cope wif this uncertainty which is gg be thrown straight @ my face soon. Anyway, I know the best way to escape from a problem is to solve it... aiyah... easy to say onli... h33! I wanna fly away. To a land where there's no tomorrow.
I wanna live in the past 'coz I'm scared of uncertainty. I'm skeptical abt the future. I fear tomorrow. I juz wanna dump everything aside & get the hell otta here!! I'm not crazy... wished I were though. (ambition is to become a shen jing bing as indictated in Friendster).
I'm juz frustrated. I'm juz breathless. I'm juz weiry. I'm juz paranoid. I'm juz mi. I feel naked.
I feel vulnerable. I feel screwed-up. Hmmm... or am I juz sleepy?? Tink I better get sum rest 1st b4 I get any more depressed. 2nite is the nite. Kenneth's b'day.
Not much of a choice. KB's b'day. Not given a chance. Gtg... Luv ya... 
