  OK. Horoscope said to leave him alone. So, screw it. He has not called me in two weeks, so well fine. No matter what he says when I call, obviously he does not want to talk to me. I think that he must not *really* have cared. And I never wanted to be someone that he could talk about like he talked about other people from the past...people that cling to him, or want other things from him, or were just somehow a burden. Screw that. He knows how to use the phone. And he knows how to email...well, he did once. And I am really tired of getting only things that he copies to her too. I mean it is one thing to move on, but I think that he moved on before he left. And if she means that much more to him, why did he ever claim to love me or want something from me?
Though screw it, it does not matter, he wants nothing now, *that* much is clear. I am a good person, even if he cannot value that. I am fine alone. I can make more of a difference in the world that way anyway. So, that is what I will do. 
