  as i fell asleep, i wondered if i could ever be happy again. then with waking i realized everything was ok. happens to me all the time. what with my parents being in good old france for ten days (without yours truly) i don't blame myself yesterday for feeling like somebody dumped a cereal bowl full of crap on me. but alas, monday comes, and much like the song "I love that day"... well, sort of. i had to get up tres early to write a test that i didnt even end up writing until the end of school. then go to drama and stare longingly across the classroom towards him.
then play hard to get and look away when he looks back. games. anyway. go to math long enough to realize i don't want to be there and leave. then i meet stewey in the caf and realize (for the 4000th time) just how much i love stewey. stewey i love you.
then hop on a bus and go to black central pickering. go to the air conditioned orthodontist and get yelled at for stealing paper from the secretary. draw about 10 pictures for the other nice secretary and give none to the mean one just to rub it in her ugly face that no one loves her. then go to the jamaican "soup shack" and order more food than the guy in dreads with the bob marley tshirt thinks i can handle. then hop on the bus back to school which does not have air conditioning. get hit on by some mentally slow guy with no arms and move to the back of the bus.
Then i get off the bus infront of anderson and see a bunch of "bad ass skippers" under the tree. so i go and sit with them and watch in awe as they live out their "bad ass" reps. laugh on the inside. finally decide i should go to class and begin to write a test in a dark leaky storage room by myself. i can hear them taking up the answers in my class beside me so i quickly write them down. its not like i was cheating. then get a drive home with jordan in the oh so crazy diablo or mustang or some kind of old car with a T TOP.
i like cars. even if i dont know what they are called. so glad that day is over with. sorta. the more i think about it, the more i will be missing the people i am obligated to see at school everyday. now i must be off to make some pies with my awesome grandmother.
so long. 
