  OH WOW! I haven't written in here in about 3 months, well it's about time I got back to doing this again. Yes, as anyone probably reading this knows I actually made it to California in one piece and am now living in peace (sort of) on the border of Glendale, California near the cute little neighborhoods of Silverlake, Atwater Village and Los Feliz in Los Angeles.
What is a shame is I really have nothing to write about, I don't have a paid job right now, I intern for a music publicity company who represents David Bowie, Alanis Morrissette, Matchbox 20, The Living End, Korn, A Perfect Circle...I guess that makes me cool, right? I don't feel cool... I still feel very single and very broke. But I'm happy. I finally had the chance to chat with my old pal Miranda a few times today through e-mail and talk about her kids, Alicia (3) and Seth (almost 2). Damn, I talk to all these girls around my age who have babies and it makes me want to be a mother!
Grrr... I am so shy though and meeting men for me is so HARD. Sure, I think a lot of guys find me attractive but I haven't met a guy with whom I feel that SPARK. Maybe it is because I'm so out there that I scare men away...or because I'm only attracted to older men and everyone thinks i'm only 17 when I'm actually 23...or maybe because I'm hoping for a man I can never have. 
