  So I'm excited. Last nights reheresal went really well. I had no idea what happened but all of a sudden it all came together. Something happened to me that has never happened before. I didn't have to think. I know that sounds weird but the words flowed out of my mouth.
Ever since we started I have been struggling and thinking but now it's totally diffrent and it makes me feel amazing. Thats why I love this. I'm someone different and it is like a adrenaline rush. I can be someone and no matter what I do or say, none of it matters once I leave the stage. I love this. I don't know now what I want to do with my life. I can't leave this now. It means too much to me. I have to major in it in college and I have to go against what my parents want. I can not minor in it.
I love it to much. And Pam, don't let your mother affect you, please. You have to much talent to throw that away. Secertary my ass. So, I hope tonight goes well and better then last night. Yea, and that whole peaking thing, hah were so going to do that tonight, were going to break the damn peaking barrier. 
