  WHAT AN AWESOME MORNING!  after jumping out of bed at the time when i was supposed to be at my church,  and then running late to work,  my day has turned to the best as I sit here and ponder.  ( im at work again.
 doesnt SOMEONE want flowers?  This morning was the first week of my being a lead in our church's worship band,  for the first time ever ive been apart of it,  and,  selfishly it was just the best.  Im not sure if its right for leading to cause this,
 but it was one of the most influential worship times i've had,  like with that real connection.  and thing is,  it was sooo not like a performance,  i was just being a " leader"
 as one of our guitarists would say,  leading the whole church in worship.  My problem is I totally move when im up there,  I bounce on my feet,  and cant help but smile super ( you heard me SUPER)
sorry if im boring you all.  But be happy for me :  It was definetly a " thank you God"  moment.  he's given me this gift (
if you can call it that)  and now Im using it in a way thats glorifying to him,  what he's told us to do.  Anyways Im in the best mood ever so yeah!  Blaaaaaahhhhh-  i really need to get off and to learn my lines.
 AND find good,  unknown booknotes on a book that will make it seem as if i have read it.  GOOD TIMES!
