  so i guess i found your love-- it was incomprehensible. so i guess i found your strength-- it was insurmountable. so i guess i found your faithfulness-- it was unfathomable. and i guess i found my sin, too but that was unintentional.
i prayed a prayer before i went wanting you to make me new but i realize now how little i wanted to need to see you. i wanted to be in control didn't really want what i had prayed wanted to be afraid of all this so i could justify my running away. i wanted you to be fallible wanted everything to fall apart so i wouldn't have to trust you or repent of my stubborn heart. so i thank you for being incomprehensible... insurmountable... unfathomable... and seeing through the lies that i've been telling from the start. 
